progress.11
some weirdo mafioso in the search results? apparently, a few weirdos as always, just ignore them
thank you djinn
only focus on ascension and family
then start killing
theres nothing else left in life
sumex was supposed to be retirement outside ch i guess?
get a wife kids work outside ch
but they all ruined it again
and all women xxx me
who keeps breaking in here
well you dog
come here so we can start the killing
now wheres my second earwax?
the djinn leaving hearts everywhere
ofc its her why would i take onion skin with me
some item just flew into my hand
hahaha
where is the second earwax seriously?  on the floor. maybe even myself during sleep. that air spirit put it away? dont think anyone breaks in here anymore when im asleep
why do you keep putting feathers everywhere
someone just threw away my earwax
i need it wtf?
ofc thats her
she always uses little pieces
thank you djinn
never leave me please
the djinn is very sweet
the air spirit put something shiny there for u :)
even that relationship got closer
are you teaching me your alphabet djinn? i think so
my mother realized im possessed
at other places too, they said its not me
making decisions but ofc it is
they are so xxx i cant
my mother didnt even know its a djinn
i will never understand these people
but its a good possession
she can stay i told her
its not evil
i dont get my mother
on my last visit she used telepathy nonstop
even taught me a bit
and how to talk to their cats
but when she came here a few months earlier she denied it all
???????
and she saw this entity
but not the air spirit?
who is that woman my mother saw? its not the air spirit. who is that?
you keep asking me if i hear you? but what woman talked to me so many times now?
someone said in swiss german the police is here
someone said until
later when i went jogging
someone asked me if im alright once, who?????????????
so
it is another woman then coming and
going?
possibly even telling my mother how i am i guess
who are you?
so weird she saw my pillow
and just said well you always put it there
but she mustve seen me put gifts there for her?
she says she sleeps here every night? not her then? why do random people see this air spirit yet i dont?
so you are holding my hand all the time? the air spirit i think?
the djinn doesnt seem able to do that? not sure
nothing in this apartment is normal
whenever i sleep
or when i cook
someone holds my hand gently
and the djinn strokes me gently
leaving me hearts everywhere
little items
i think this phone is the djinn and its happy when i give her gifts or see it and say ty
even in siebnen someone slapped my ass
but why?
they were sawing apart dead bodies in the room above me
how can this all be real?
ofc its true what i wrote down
im fighting for everyone constantly
these people have no idea what ive done for them
why would i suddenly walk like a cripple
almost dying when i did nothing before? and then suddenly its ok again?
now shes playing with my t shirt
like the other day
fireworks are xxx anyway
why scare the animals? i never understood this
nena used to be so scared
she always came to me to feel safe
i miss her so much
you have no idea how much love i can feel for someone
i turned insane for oana
i didnt sleep
i didnt eat
i slept on the streets
i didnt drink
i worked nonstop
then feel it says priscy
that woman has no idea
theres a reason these women turned insane when i laughed
she even hicked up and said her soul is happy when i laughed
pls lets talk every day
you can call me whenever she said
so its true about my weird voice i guess
oana seemed honest when she said i had a calming voice
she said ill call you whenever i feel down just so i can hear your voice
i had this thought before
that my family is more
powerful than any state, any president
shit
see?
for no reason my left upper arm goes numb, better now
and i seem to disassociate from
my body sometimes
i can see me as separate entity
as if i am here as awareness in my body but separate
i think even ghosting is so natural to me its not learning its just remembering...
leah all surprised im going to london
but i was there once already
i really dont like london
and they have this curview at like 11pm which is so so weird
its filled with weird people
full of trash and the city itself is just not pretty
spotify
i slept 7 hours
and they say music for sleeping hahahaha
what a great ai hahhaa
look at the stuff my dad 3d prints
ofc hes gifted
i have no idea what that guy did all
his life
even at inventage i talked telepathically nonstop
what kind of mafia
wanted you to be happy
follow the law
not hurt anyone
even help others? this god damn world
why always act like im so important
yet abuse me nonstop
and act like im a stupid bum at the same time?
where did you pu
ah over there ok ty
even them imitating me
talk to myself
how xxx can you be
where the fuck did you put the charger again?
seriously
you put it back?
well ty :)
i heard someone
air spirit?
seriously why did you appear? i still dont know why you are here? what did i ever do? very weird, yes pls stay and help, just stop this weird focus on me already, ill give you gifts from time to time
you just hang here?
you mustve been around me for YEARS now
yes it was her
she just hangs around here all day apparently
sleeps next to me every night
holds my hand
hugs my heart sometimes
controls the weather
the djinn always gently strokes me
apparently shes always with me
everywhere
but its not the knacker
and now my right underleg just activates energy for no reason
healing or unlocking energy i guess
now im
tired
again for no reason at all
they seriously have no idea
now i feel energy spreading
but its not normal energy
its like some pure energy field spreading
in my
left leg
my back
it feels nice
really feels like a pulsating healing field, maybe bec jesus fucking christ fhese fingers
because of the music or angels healing me
its not my normal energy
it feels like something slightly outside
it just comes and goes
what is that?
me healing myself? i have no idea what it is
it is real
yet its not my inner energy
they all left? so so weird
where did that tbilisi woman off world group go? ok still here apparently
shit
attacked again
almost fainting
fuck this shit man
eat
the fuck
now my left arm
is hurt again
god damn
now theyre attacking my eyes
ok better
ofc the food by my mother is special
its all so so weird
why not teach me properly
none of any spirituality stuff ever worked with me or made sense
why do this?
i asked that acupuncture girl what are these purple fields and she had no idea
they send young girls to talk to me which is further abuse
thinking i can be happy as an old
fuck some girl looked at me
fucking xxx these people
who walks around in this apartment all the time?
how is any of this helping?
j'attends
xxx
never forget
ppl work for me
not the other way around
you shit phone
and you shit whore wife
NOBODY
ever helped me
NOBODY
every single shit woman who ever said ty to me, said sorry to me, looked at me in disgust
put some gold and silver there for you djinn
hope you like it
it belonged to my grandfather
proof i was right
read that report by la serra
"punishment by the system"
he meant this reality
with the colors
then "my mother" making fun of red green not realizing it goes beyond this game